the recluse

and i thought boiling everything up inside was easy.it was back then,its not anymore.
fortunate and unfortunate series of events took place in the span of a few months.
relationships ended,friendships grew stronger,the world gets smaller,yet it gets lonelier everyday single day.

need to let go.
have to let go.
tried to let go.
failed to let go.
forced to let go.

to be able to swallow something bitter is not the easiest of tasks,but its not about what you want but what you need.eye opening moments comes in a split second.never knowing of when it comes and hits you right in the face.but when it does,i felt so overwhelmed and thankful.no words can explain the amount of relief.but yet again that amount of relief comes with an exact of even more amount of pain.pain caused by disappointment.not everything you plan goes the way you plan.the best we could do is to adapt to different situations that comes our way.

goodbye.we had a good run.i had to see,what i had to see.and now i can be set free.hate is a powerful tool ain't it?

your words mean nothing now.
Pretty faces are just too good to be true.