!#@%#$@%%$#&%$

its over,over,over and over.

treasures

i was cleaning my closet,
and heres the list of band tees i currently have:

1.arcade fire
2.bloc party - perfect teens
3.sigur ros - vaka dudes
4.mew - dead rabbit ( i think )
5.radiohead
6.explosions in the sky - cemetary
7.explosions in the sky - dead fisherman eskimos at a campfire?
8.mono
9.joy division - band pic
10.david bowie
11.the smiths
12.saturday looks good to me
13.godspeed! you black emperor

Missing in action =( :

1.death cab for cutie - barking dog
2.death cab for cutie - transatlanticism
3.joy division- substance
4.album leaf
5.bloc party - painted heart
6.belle and sebastian
7.rolling stones

Joint ownership with the sister :

1.arctic monkeys
2.mogwai

On the way =D :

1.joy division - unknown pleasures ( o la la~~ )

=D

as an avid how i met your mother and barney stinson fan,
i personally would like to get my hands on this.



never thought i would see the day this would be put to paper.
awesome,just plain awesome.

what a steal!

not bad for rm49 rite?

target acquired

Locked and loaded!

reality check

i am trying my effin best to stop becoming a slave to a phone.
the internet on the other hand,im not giving up so easily.

small little details

in











out

lets unwind,and rewind

Recap for a memorable first week.

no matter how independent we are,there is little part of us thats codependent to something or someone.as i squeezed every little juice left of my youth day by day,bad news seems to be driving by passing me each day.from bad to worse.bad things do happen to nice people,and its a shame because the individuals do not deserve it.not a little bit not even at all.you see why i remain a skeptic about everything.

being a personal driver to my family does have its upside.managed to buy a good book.its been a while i bought tees i actually like,so thats a plus point.started planning idea to revamp my room.vinyls,paintings,pictures etc.that will keep me occupied for a while.i hope.and the amount of music i need to listen to is a shitload,so better get started.

in respect of the uber chun joy division,unknown pleasures t-shirt i just ordered ( its awesome can't wait to get it when it arrives ),i leave you with this thought:

"Love will tear us apart,so does Lust bring us together?"

downward spiral

*gasp*speechless*

Psst

I hereby am submitting my two weeks notice.
Thank you.

place to live?me thinks so too

Viva La Barcelona!



Parc guell



Las ramblas



and the uber massive Sagrada familia

sila dengar

its been so long,since i listened to this one.mad props the smiths

500 days of zooey

comel kan kan kan?

Mr anderson

The Matrix is awesome.
whoever that doesnt think so can suck it.

memorable quotes:

Hope, it is the quintessential human delusion, simultaneously the source of your greatest strength and your greatest weakness.

- The Architect

You see there is only one constant. One universal. It is the only real truth. Causality. Action, reaction. Cause and effect.

- Merovingian

Because you didn't come here to make the choice, you've already made it. You're here to try to understand why you made it.

- The Oracle

how great music is made

before i sign off...

last thought of the night that was sparked by someone,

"does long relationships actually work?"

some might beg to differ but to me its just an excuse for people to get laid before a very looooooooooooooooong separation period.
no offense i've seen it work,but then again the cover ups behind it was tremendous too.the fact is people cheat,lie and lie again.true story.
maybe i'm just bitter,but thats how i see it.
opinions are always welcomed.

"the song"

i dont bleedin' care what jack black and kyle gass thinks,but theres no way that tribute is the best song in the world.noel and liam composed a great song,but ryan adams added a little soul into it.

everyone has a song IMO,
the one that has stood the test of time.
always there when your up and when your down,
or when your "three for ten-ing" around town.
makes you smile makes you cry,
makes everything around you just worthwhile.

silence is golden

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tap! tap! *lands and rolls away*

PJ Ladd makes skateboarding looks so easy effortlessly.

weekend to do list

1. find things to do.
2. actually getting off my ass to do the things i planned to do.
3. survey prices for a certain something.
4. clean my junk,might also be able to sell of some unwanted goods
5. check out the new hard rock hotel.
6. bring my empty stomach to a friends open house.
7. study ( yea right ).
8. wash my car
9. start a fund for the needy,which basically is me.
10. mentally prepare myself for another boring week.

i want to be the 4th centurions

i was asking around and it seems i'm the only person that watches these 2 shows.i mean wtf?why why?its way better than voltron or heman people.come onnnn, thats a pretty catchy theme song by bots master you gotta admit.laserrrrr timeeee boysssss.

good times,good effin times.

graduation present puhleeeasee?

im not asking for the world *halo* :)

gahhh!!

PENATTTTTT!!!!

zzzzz.bye.zzzzzzz

yearning

as i stared blankly into space,while puffing away "non macho" smokes ( will get to that later ) on this side of the region celebrating the eid,i was puzzled with a question that has plagued my very mind and i can't seem to find an answer...

"what the flying fuck did i eat til fuck my stomach up this badly"

well yeah its an insignificant question considering i brought this upon myself,
but as a lover of food,i have manage to screw up the one thing that bring me joy this holiday season.the dirty stares from the ketupat,the rendangs shouting "eat me already" and don't even get me started on the lemang,they we're basically taunting me,"you can't get some of this can you even if you tried (flips the finger)".indigestion?food poisoning?or maybe my stomach just got pissed off cos i tried push it to its limits.Well maybe i did,9 times to be precise.but hey,it wasn't my fault.i cant say no to food.and the open houses,golly,kudos ;) made my day.the 2 following days wasn't so great.

it was good being away for a while just get out of the hectic lifestyle of the city.
i missed the peace and quiet.
i missed the tanah merah.
i missed this 34 year old house with its wooden walls.
i missed the people.
i'm so grateful i still have this place to be called a kampung.
Hari Raya will always have a special aura here :)

anyways back to the "non machos" smokes,
mumsy was giving me a lecture about how non smoking was not macho,and how the opposite sex finds it non appealing and so on.which made me laugh for 2 secs cos why in the world would my mom think i was going for a macho look with a freaking cigarette ?i mean she should've just gone with the health route.that i might actually acknowledge and concur out of respect.Do i look like a person that wants to look macho?yeah maybe i should start going to celebrity fitness and downing protein shakes daily huh.comel la mama ni :)

clash of the titans?

Thought of the day,
who is the bigger jackass?

Barney Stinson Vs The Tod

Go figure.

goodness gracious !

*click click click*
apparently i still know how to type after being away for so long.
dead blogosphere,tweeting is the new in thing huh,but lets not get to that.

its been a weird couple of weeks.
finally i have found the peace and tranquility i needed for some time,which does lead to boredom is some ways (but hey i'll deal with that ) .
This has pretty much been the most unproductive fasting month,period.
nothing gets done,everyone's unproductive.excuses are in the air.

just get back to freaking normal already dammit

PS: sempena pembukaan semula blog engkau :) one post

the recluse

and i thought boiling everything up inside was easy.it was back then,its not anymore.
fortunate and unfortunate series of events took place in the span of a few months.
relationships ended,friendships grew stronger,the world gets smaller,yet it gets lonelier everyday single day.

need to let go.
have to let go.
tried to let go.
failed to let go.
forced to let go.

to be able to swallow something bitter is not the easiest of tasks,but its not about what you want but what you need.eye opening moments comes in a split second.never knowing of when it comes and hits you right in the face.but when it does,i felt so overwhelmed and thankful.no words can explain the amount of relief.but yet again that amount of relief comes with an exact of even more amount of pain.pain caused by disappointment.not everything you plan goes the way you plan.the best we could do is to adapt to different situations that comes our way.

goodbye.we had a good run.i had to see,what i had to see.and now i can be set free.hate is a powerful tool ain't it?

your words mean nothing now.
Pretty faces are just too good to be true.

im afraid :(

tonight is the day of reckoning
tonight will decide their future
tonight i am afraid,very afraid
tonight.....

















Manchester United FC Vs Internaziole FC
Old Trafford,Theatre Of Dreams.
In Sir Alex We Trust.

Rooney,Ronaldo,Berbatov,Tevez,
Carrick,Park,Fletcher,Scholes,Giggs,Anderson,Nani,
Rafael,Neville,Evans,Vidic,Ferdinand,Evra,Oshea,
Foster,Van Der Sar.

Make it count guys.

kerepek ubi

thats the first thing i saw when i was about to make this post,
kerepek ubi atas meja makan.because thats the only thing i had for lunch,after this post i will head to spicy kitchen to get my daily dose of maggi goreng and chicken masala ( sedap siod ) .
anyways i came back for the weekend because i had like an extra 2 days of cuti this weekend.woot! monday and tuesday! but damn i havent been stuck at home for so long,usually i'll be wasting my life somewhere on the outside,bak kata mamaku menjadi kutu embun,i actually like staying at home now.do not tell me my age is taking its toll on me,thats bull,im only 22,i mean i sure dont look like it but i am.a friend told me,"dah tue dowh,settle down",i was like "hotak kau settle down aku mude lagi la babi!".its not like im planning a scheme to overthrow the government or something.we just wanna have fun don't we :) im just taking a veeeeerryyyyy long time to notice that the fun will sooner or later go away.people are stuck with day jobs working 9-5 everyday trying to make a living.wow that sure sounds "fun".talk about stuck in a rut u can't get out of.gat dem it! now im paranoid.growing sounds scary.but it sure is inevitable.take the blue pill or red pill?fuck it i'll take em both.

finally

after being on a blogging hiatus for the past few weeks,i finally posted something but in a form of a personality test =.=" damn what a way to make a comeback.hey don't blame me for being lazy to post anything,blame hewlett-packard and their screwed up keyboard.trust me u have to idea how miserable ur life could be with the keys "g,h,backspace,up,left".sedikit sahaja,tetapi menyusahkan hidupku.but in the end i finally bought myself one of those foldable USB keyboard :D terima kasih digital mall.so I'm back running with full speed ahead :)

bodo la kau ni afifth...

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

had a bad day?

adakah anda sedih dengan hidup anda?
kemurungan melanda?
perlukan bantuan?

kalau anda katakan ya, kepada ketiga-tiga soalan diatas,
bergeraklah dengan segera ke kedai muzik terdekat dan cari cakera padat 2 artis berikut:




Damien Rice & Elliot Smith

After listening to their Cd's,please help yourself to the razor blades and cyanides on the top drawer of the shelf.

can't help but to just smile

do you know that feeling?

that good thought that makes you want to sing,dance all at the same time.
the sun is shining and butterflies suddenly filled our smoke infested city.
whether its a persons good looks or a beautiful song or even something edible,
yes that feeling.

i thought i have forgotten how it felt,
but it life never fails to surprise me.
life is beautiful,because life itself is full of beautiful things.
*smiles*

my lappie failed me

bloody keyboard won't work,
i cant use the "h,g,backpace,left,up" button.
ggrrrrrrr wtf roflmao

distraction

to take my mind off things,i have picked up a new hobby before my mid semeter break started,and it is slowly becoming my new obsession.people beware.i give to you...

the rubik's cube

the end of an era

i am on the brink of the end,and the start of something new.
start fresh by leaving everything behind.forget reminiscing.another chapter of my life awaits.The finish line is so near to a whole new beginning.

tutup buku ini,dan mulai buku baru.
bakar buku sejarah silam di pulau pinang.
senyuman manis hanya dapat membunyi luka-luka yang telah dilalui.

although the chink in my armour can be seen,its still doing an excellent job protecting whats in inside.may i not be caught up in anymore drama dengan "mereka".significant others that i am not just good enough for.sayonara.im still standing without you.and i will go on stronger because "you" are not worth the heartache.no one is.except yourself.