tribute to a friend (no he's not dead u dumbass)

Afifth jailani...


your an asshole.im gonna miss you,you asshole :)

aiyo..

my room is cold as ice,and my mind is wandering bout the dreadful thought of my holiday ending.yes in 2 days i'm going to be heading back up north to my god damn university.another goddamn semester to go through,considering if i get that chance.i hope i do,cos i am that damn close to graduating this long and tiresome course,not to mention i'm going to suffer permanent head damage for it (screw you mechanical engineering).which leaves me to my next question?if i do not want to pursue engineering for my degree,what should i do then?

business?too common
accounting?too hard
shoe technology?yes there is such thing

i hate being in this stage of not knowing,being fickle minded is so hard at times because people keep saying at 21 you should know already what you want and what are your goals.i mean yeah your suppose to but i'm not everyone.i am sorry,maybe i don't belong in that stereotype.but does that make me less of a person than any one of you.i will just take whatever failure i come up against and thrive better because i know in some ways i have gone astray from my goals,but hey,i just gotta get up on that horse and ride into the sun.so for now i'm gonna think and i'm gonna think reaaaaaalll hard about my next move.i'm off for now

double yew tee ef ?

*walks down the road*
BZZZZZZ!!!! ( yahoo messenger buzz comes out from my pocket )
You have 1 new text message from "Alan Couz"
opens my inbox and it reads:
MOGWAI live in MALAYSIA on 21th january 2009 at KLCC.. Presale tix rm128

*jaw drops* "wwhoaaaaa" and i forward the message to syamir.
goddamit i cant wait

santa nak present !

i don't care if your busy on the north pole,south pole,old klang road,i demand that i get this guitar by christmas.sure i don't celebrate the b'day of senor jesus,but like i care.Ladies and gentleman i present to you,the Les Paul Custom.

constant

as i stared aimlessly on my bed ( ok i lied, i'm in front of my pc),
i keep wondering about the "what if's" for next year.

will my issues be sorted out?
seems farfetched but i can only be hopeful,maybe not to hope will be a better choice.therefore i can't be disappointed by anyone.

will people around me get their issues sorted out?
i surely hope so.not because i've had enough ranting,god knows i love the drama lol,but some of their issues are so draggy it can give the simpsons a run for their money.

all in all,hope for a better year.2008 is effed up.

just do it

i started this goddamn blog just out of boredom.
honestly i did.i was too bored one day so i decided to see whats the fuss about it.i didn't have enough time or the proper connection to actually update it or write anything worth reading ( not like anything i write is pulitzer prize material anyways lol )

well maybe i should.this place should where my thoughts are bundled up and as a reminder of my past present future.memories fade,at least this way bits and pieces of it can be stored so that one day i might actually read it and just look back on the choices and mistakes that i have done.my way of doing things and won't change a damn thing if i could turn back time.i guess that is what separates us from each other.we might be similar but in some significant or insignificant way we are not.is that what makes us special?is that what separates us from each other?you are you and i am me.

i am me?

my new years resolution a.k.a. my wishlist

1.a 1972 fender thinline telecaster,MIJ or MIA
2.Sony Xperia X1
3.Blackberry Bold 9000
4. HTC TyTn II
5. Epiphone Les Paul Custom MIK or MIJ
6.Asics Onitsuka Tiger Taichi
7.one of those pointed shoes hahaha
8."that" gola
9.Wayfarer glasses
10.Mogwai tix
11.Lots and lots of takoyaki