aiyo..

my room is cold as ice,and my mind is wandering bout the dreadful thought of my holiday ending.yes in 2 days i'm going to be heading back up north to my god damn university.another goddamn semester to go through,considering if i get that chance.i hope i do,cos i am that damn close to graduating this long and tiresome course,not to mention i'm going to suffer permanent head damage for it (screw you mechanical engineering).which leaves me to my next question?if i do not want to pursue engineering for my degree,what should i do then?

business?too common
accounting?too hard
shoe technology?yes there is such thing

i hate being in this stage of not knowing,being fickle minded is so hard at times because people keep saying at 21 you should know already what you want and what are your goals.i mean yeah your suppose to but i'm not everyone.i am sorry,maybe i don't belong in that stereotype.but does that make me less of a person than any one of you.i will just take whatever failure i come up against and thrive better because i know in some ways i have gone astray from my goals,but hey,i just gotta get up on that horse and ride into the sun.so for now i'm gonna think and i'm gonna think reaaaaaalll hard about my next move.i'm off for now