just a thought

"If you love something, set it free. If it comes back, it was, and always will be yours. If it never returns, it was never yours to begin with."

i wonder how much of this quote is actually true.if you do love something,don't you actually want to hold on to it long enough not to let it slip away from your hands.Maybe certain things are meant to be lost.

Trying to understand this concept is pretty ironic in its own way.To each his own i guess.
Goodnite.

this pretty much explains my day.

Polaroid -Oh Chenta Ku

I’m calculating what’s left inside me
When everything I left were my life and my dreams
And every time you were proud of what you were not
This is the truth and it’ll be a history
I gave you everything, I gave up my life and they were all for you,
you’ve ruined everything!

I gave you everything and I gave up my life
And they were all for you! (And they were all for you)
I wonder what went wrong, it became like this
when I’m not pretty sure (No, I’m not pretty sure)
After all the crossings we’ve been through,
it’s not suppose to be like this. Why?

And every time you’re fucking proud of what you’re not
I hate the truth but still it’ll be a history
I swear you will know this somehow
Before it’s too late and dies
Realities are so complicated

I wish to see the truth shines brightly in your eyes
It’s even for me, and even for you
Just try to understand…
You and me, yeah I remember,
Look how we were meant to be!

this is new..

which is worse disappointing at yourself or disappointing others.
some might have different opinions towards it.
but having to see people who lose faith and respect towards you is one of the highest low.

maybe i'm new at this but hey...sooner or later i will have to deal with it.
couldn't care less?nah,maybe it will make me care more.
lets just see how this "phase" goes.

til next time.
life's a bitch,but thats why we love it.