tribute to a friend (no he's not dead u dumbass)

Afifth jailani...


your an asshole.im gonna miss you,you asshole :)

aiyo..

my room is cold as ice,and my mind is wandering bout the dreadful thought of my holiday ending.yes in 2 days i'm going to be heading back up north to my god damn university.another goddamn semester to go through,considering if i get that chance.i hope i do,cos i am that damn close to graduating this long and tiresome course,not to mention i'm going to suffer permanent head damage for it (screw you mechanical engineering).which leaves me to my next question?if i do not want to pursue engineering for my degree,what should i do then?

business?too common
accounting?too hard
shoe technology?yes there is such thing

i hate being in this stage of not knowing,being fickle minded is so hard at times because people keep saying at 21 you should know already what you want and what are your goals.i mean yeah your suppose to but i'm not everyone.i am sorry,maybe i don't belong in that stereotype.but does that make me less of a person than any one of you.i will just take whatever failure i come up against and thrive better because i know in some ways i have gone astray from my goals,but hey,i just gotta get up on that horse and ride into the sun.so for now i'm gonna think and i'm gonna think reaaaaaalll hard about my next move.i'm off for now

double yew tee ef ?

*walks down the road*
BZZZZZZ!!!! ( yahoo messenger buzz comes out from my pocket )
You have 1 new text message from "Alan Couz"
opens my inbox and it reads:
MOGWAI live in MALAYSIA on 21th january 2009 at KLCC.. Presale tix rm128

*jaw drops* "wwhoaaaaa" and i forward the message to syamir.
goddamit i cant wait

santa nak present !

i don't care if your busy on the north pole,south pole,old klang road,i demand that i get this guitar by christmas.sure i don't celebrate the b'day of senor jesus,but like i care.Ladies and gentleman i present to you,the Les Paul Custom.

constant

as i stared aimlessly on my bed ( ok i lied, i'm in front of my pc),
i keep wondering about the "what if's" for next year.

will my issues be sorted out?
seems farfetched but i can only be hopeful,maybe not to hope will be a better choice.therefore i can't be disappointed by anyone.

will people around me get their issues sorted out?
i surely hope so.not because i've had enough ranting,god knows i love the drama lol,but some of their issues are so draggy it can give the simpsons a run for their money.

all in all,hope for a better year.2008 is effed up.

just do it

i started this goddamn blog just out of boredom.
honestly i did.i was too bored one day so i decided to see whats the fuss about it.i didn't have enough time or the proper connection to actually update it or write anything worth reading ( not like anything i write is pulitzer prize material anyways lol )

well maybe i should.this place should where my thoughts are bundled up and as a reminder of my past present future.memories fade,at least this way bits and pieces of it can be stored so that one day i might actually read it and just look back on the choices and mistakes that i have done.my way of doing things and won't change a damn thing if i could turn back time.i guess that is what separates us from each other.we might be similar but in some significant or insignificant way we are not.is that what makes us special?is that what separates us from each other?you are you and i am me.

i am me?

my new years resolution a.k.a. my wishlist

1.a 1972 fender thinline telecaster,MIJ or MIA
2.Sony Xperia X1
3.Blackberry Bold 9000
4. HTC TyTn II
5. Epiphone Les Paul Custom MIK or MIJ
6.Asics Onitsuka Tiger Taichi
7.one of those pointed shoes hahaha
8."that" gola
9.Wayfarer glasses
10.Mogwai tix
11.Lots and lots of takoyaki

i feel happy

i feel happy,not for me but for my friend.
he deserved it,it was a long wait but at least hes genuinely happy.

kudos my friend,here here :)

really?

Your results:
You are Spider-Man

Spider-Man		90%
The Flash		75%
Green Lantern		70%
Robin		63%
Iron Man		60%
Superman		55%
Hulk		55%
Catwoman		50%
Supergirl		48%
Batman		45%
Wonder Woman		33%

You are intelligent, witty,
a bit geeky and have great
power and responsibility.

If there such thing as the perfect guitar in this world,i think this might just be it , i mean look at it,have you ever seen anything so beautiful?

finally =)

after years of searching and waiting for the right time and people, i finally met up with a bunch that has i guess you could say the same mentality to actually session with.ahhhh blissful music in the making.it wasn't the best of sessions,but hey things could only get better,hey i'm feeling optimistic about it.an hour long,a few songs and i was smiling satisfied and happy in a long time.

something to look forward to.music lives.

just a thought

"If you love something, set it free. If it comes back, it was, and always will be yours. If it never returns, it was never yours to begin with."

i wonder how much of this quote is actually true.if you do love something,don't you actually want to hold on to it long enough not to let it slip away from your hands.Maybe certain things are meant to be lost.

Trying to understand this concept is pretty ironic in its own way.To each his own i guess.
Goodnite.

this pretty much explains my day.

Polaroid -Oh Chenta Ku

I’m calculating what’s left inside me
When everything I left were my life and my dreams
And every time you were proud of what you were not
This is the truth and it’ll be a history
I gave you everything, I gave up my life and they were all for you,
you’ve ruined everything!

I gave you everything and I gave up my life
And they were all for you! (And they were all for you)
I wonder what went wrong, it became like this
when I’m not pretty sure (No, I’m not pretty sure)
After all the crossings we’ve been through,
it’s not suppose to be like this. Why?

And every time you’re fucking proud of what you’re not
I hate the truth but still it’ll be a history
I swear you will know this somehow
Before it’s too late and dies
Realities are so complicated

I wish to see the truth shines brightly in your eyes
It’s even for me, and even for you
Just try to understand…
You and me, yeah I remember,
Look how we were meant to be!

this is new..

which is worse disappointing at yourself or disappointing others.
some might have different opinions towards it.
but having to see people who lose faith and respect towards you is one of the highest low.

maybe i'm new at this but hey...sooner or later i will have to deal with it.
couldn't care less?nah,maybe it will make me care more.
lets just see how this "phase" goes.

til next time.
life's a bitch,but thats why we love it.

wow how cliche is making a blog nowadays

yes i have sold my soul to the devil.
first facebook and now a blogspot.i really need a reality check.but pffft.
lets just see how this goes.